Something Beautiful, Something Good

If u can only believe that I turned on my Drama Queen Emmy Award Winning act - WOOO!!!

Okay, I had a chit chat drama episode with my manling and we discussed each others issues and discussed ways to make it work between us. as much as i have dealt with useless conversations in my past, what's different about this time was that it wasn't useless. he's really trying hard - what he promised - he does - not by words, but in action - this is new to me.

What's so different about this is that it humbled me and made me realize that I was quite unreasonable when I thought the only one who had to change was he - because I had no fault in anything. But while I didn't want to change anything about me - he was so open in trying to make things better between us that he held up his side of the bargain. How interesting. Something beautiful, something good, and I'm going to hold on to this guy for as long as I can - hopefully for a long long long long long long time. He has showed me that I too need to put effort, I too need to be considerate of his side.

As old as I am (25) you'd think that I've figured everything out about relationships - perhaps you only figure things out when you're with someone you're suppose to be with.