It's Happening

The relationship plateau - the newness of the relationship has simmered down, the mysterious fog has finally disappeared, and I've come down from floating that famous cloud 9 that got me so blind and so high. So what now? Boredom - absofreakin'-lutely boredom.

I need a spark of romance, a thrill of hope - something that would sweep me off my feet - someone who loves me more than he loves himself, because I'm sick of being the one who loves more than I should - and it's sooo damn obvious and it usually gets abused. I hope it doesn't happen, but I'm so sick of this trend.

Have I never deserved it or something? Is it just me? Seriously, what the hell? Maybe I should just be a bitch because men chase after the bad girls who break their hearts. Seriously, what the ............................